Sunday, July 22, 2012

Grace Giver


While passing through an intersection one evening, a small car hit my SUV on the driver side.  For a brief moment which seemed like an eternity, my life flashed before my eyes. The impact of the collision flipped my SUV over and then back upright 20 feet down the road.  Thankfully, I walked away from the accident unscratched and pain free.

We might find ourselves in the midst of an unexpected collision, often surprised by a life-altering impact.  In the eighth chapter of John’s gospel, we discover an adulterous woman who was also impacted by a major collision, a collision with God’s forgiving grace.

The Scribes and Pharisees brought a woman caught in the act of adultery before Christ in the temple.  They attempted to test Christ, wondering if He would either uphold or compromise Moses’ lawful instruction to immediately stone her.  Christ shifts the attention from the adulterous woman to squarely upon the religious accusers.  His actions seemingly exposed their pious attitudes, quick to judge the shortcomings of others who have neglected to live perfect, righteous lives.  He also exposed their self-imposed positions as jurors of morality apart from God’s authoritative judgment.

Christ responded to the woman’s accusers by stooping down to write on the ground with His finger on two occasions.  I believe there is a correlation between Christ’s actions and the recording of the Ten Commandments found in the book of Exodus.  In Exodus, God twice wrote the Ten Commandments with His own hand, a second time following a display of sinful disobedience from the Israelites.  On both occasions, these tablets were given to Moses on Mount Sinai.  Exodus 32:16 states, “The tablets were God’s work, and the writing was God’s writing engraved on the tablets.”

Christ demonstrated that only He was able to judge this woman for her actions.  Unfortunately, the religious leaders failed to recognize Christ as the same law maker who previously wrote out the commandments by hand before Moses.  Christ then proceeded to diffuse their judgmental attitudes by stating that the one who was without sin should cast the first stone.  Upon acknowledgment of their own sin, they left the accused woman alone with Christ.

At the conclusion, Christ is left alone with this accused woman in the midst of the above aforementioned divine collision.  Surprisingly, she was personally impacted by the grace of God.  By choosing not to condemn her, Christ emphatically demonstrated Himself not only as the law giver, but also the grace giver.   He displayed the forgiving grace to this woman which He continuously offers to us today.   A scripture which best illustrates this point is John 1:17, “For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth were realized through Jesus Christ.”

My life was changed that eventful evening due to the auto collision.   I am thankful for God’s hand of protection, sparing me from pain and tragedy.  The adulterous woman’s life was also changed after being deeply impacted by Christ’s grace.   I imagine she lived with a grateful heart after meeting the grace giver.   May we reflect everyday on Christ’s forgiving grace.

Experiencing God

The day which I dreaded had arrived. With deep pains in my heart, I reluctantly entered into the apartment where the unfolding of my marriage had previously taken place. It was only four to five months into our marriage when my wife sat me down on the couch in the living area to confess that not only was she having an adulterous affair, but felt a love for another man. I was oblivious to the whole affair, caught blindsided to the whole event.

I was left reeling from the hurt, attempting to make sense of the whole situation. My dream for starting a family and having a successful marriage ended tragically.

I went into the apartment expecting a flood of hurtful feelings. Instead, I discovered hope and found faith rising in my spirit by the day’s end. The furniture had been removed from the apartment the day before, so cleaning was left to do before I could move out. In the midst of the cleaning and mulling over all the events which had previously played out while living in the apartment, I began to meditate and speak out loud the two scriptures the Lord had placed on my heart.

The first scripture was Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you. Plans to offer you a hope and a future.” The second verse is found in Isaiah 43:18-19, “Forget the former things, do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up, do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland.”

The task of cleaning the apartment which began with a sense of heaviness, ended with joys of praise and worship. I praised God for His goodness as I scrubbed, sang worship songs as I mopped the floors, and believed the Lord for the truthfulness that those two scriptures would be played out in my life from that day forward.

Over the next two years, I personally experienced the deliverance of the Lord, taking me from the lowest season of my life to restoring my finances and my personal aspirations. The Lord opened doors for me to jump start my career back into the financial field. My younger brother and I were able to live together and bond for some time, and the Lord brought a beautiful woman my way who is now my current wife. My dream of having a family was restored when Kristie and I married, and now we have two vibrant sons.
Having experienced the Lord’s deliverance and restoration, I came to know God in a new way. I had known Him as my Savior back in college, and experienced Him as Provider some years back when I was in a financial bind, now this was a fresh revelation of His character.

In the life of each and every believer, there are two levels of knowledge of the Lord Jesus. The first level involves coming to know the ways, attributes, and character of God through learning and reading. This comes from meditating on God’s Word and hearing about the Lord from sound, biblical preaching. A young Christian first learns from the Bible that God is compassionate, merciful, and comforting to those who may be hurting.

The second level of knowledge comes from personal experience. Experiencing the Lord’s healing in a troublesome situation, watching the Lord supply provision at a time in need, sensing the Lord’s strength and enablement to endure a hardship, and even knowing His comfort at times of loss. I have often wondered if too much emphasis on God as only a Savior is prevalent in modern churches. Accepting the Lord Jesus as Savior should only be the beginning of a faith walk in experiencing the different revelations of God’s character.

In the Old Testament, God the Father revealed Himself to the Israelites as Jehovah, or Yahweh, the transcendent, self-existent God. Over the span of the Israelite’s history, the Israelites came to experience Jehovah in numerous new ways. With each experience, Jehovah revealed a new name or an attribute previously unknown to the Israelites. They experienced Jehovah as Jehovah-Jireh, the Lord who provides; Jehovah-Rapha, the Lord who heals; Jehovah-Nissi, the Lord my banner; Jehovah-Mekaddishkem, the Lord who sanctifies; Jehovah-Shalom, the Lord is peace; Jehovah-Sabaoth, the Lord of Hosts; Jehovah-Rohi, the Lord is my shepherd; Jehovah-Tsidkenu, the Lord our righteousness; and Jehovah-Shammah, the Lord is there.

Unfortunately for us, experiencing the Lord in a new manner is often achieved whenever we encounter hard and trying times. In order to personally know the Lord also as Provider, we often times have to be in a difficult, uncomfortable position where there is a need for God’s provision. In order to know the Lord as Healer, we must be in a place of pain in our lives. In order to know the Lord as Shepherd, we must be in a position of uncertainty and confusion in our lives, needing His guidance.

The truth is that it is in hardships and difficulties that God meets us, and we come to know Him in a personal way, which was previously unknown. This deepens our love and trust in Him. It also gives merit to our testimonies of the goodness of God in our lives, and grows our faith in His faithfulness. I know firsthand that God is good; I just have to spend time with my family to be reminded of that truth.

May we personally come to know the goodness of God in ways previously unknown as we apply the Word of God to our life experiences.

Crossroads

David was at a crossroads with a pending decision in the balance.
Would he chose to trust in God, or would he allow fear to control his
choice? Recently, he had demonstrated a strong faith in God. With
unwavering certainty in God, he courageously faced and defeated
Goliath on the battlefield. Subsequently, David’s trusting confidence
in God also enabled him to defeat another two hundred Philistine
soldiers. However, this time things were different; he was alone and on
the run from King Saul’s wrath. Unfortunately, David allowed his fear
to dictate his decision-making and stifle any semblance of trusting-faith
in God.

In 1 Samuel 21, David was famished and seemingly lost as he
approached Ahimelech the priest for bread. Instead of trusting in God’s
provision and honestly confessing the circumstances which led to his
current situation, he lied to the priest, Ahimelech. David told the priest
that he was commissioned by King Saul concerning a private matter not
to be disclosed. Surely, David was given bread to eat, but he missed
out on an opportunity to see God supply his needs.
David’s fear next drove him to hide in Gath, a Philistine city. Once
again David was at a crossroads with another pending decision.
The Philistines had recognized him as the fierce warrior who had
previously defeated hundreds of their own people. Instead of
seeking God for protection and guidance, David acted fearfully and
foolishly. He behaved as an insane madman before the Philistine king,
who eventually had David thrown out of the city. Unfortunately,
David’s fear disqualified him from exercising trusting faith in God and
ultimately seeing God’s deliverance.

Like David, we will experience our share of crossroads as we daily walk
with Christ. We will be given numerous opportunities to either trust in
God or act fearfully. How often do we put God and His promises aside
during times of decision-making? The temptation to act fearfully is
always present and enticing. Do we allow rational and logical thinking
processes to take precedence in our decision making? More than not,
we think our choices are so small and insignificant that we do not need
to ask of God or go His way. Other times, we can’t imagine how God
might help or intervene, so we take matters into our own hands and act
fearfully.

God’s ways are always the way of faith. Our faith captures His
attention and moves His heart. Hebrews 11:6 states, “Without faith it
is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that
He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him.” By seeking
God’s counsel and going His way during times of decision making, we
invite Him into our situations as we trust in His care. In doing so, we
discover peace settling in our hearts. We also understand how God
honors and treasures our faith, even with the smaller issues. Most
importantly, we are given opportunities to personally experience God’s
deliverance, provision, or redemption.

In 1 Samuel 22, we discover how David’s fearful petition to the priest
Ahimeleh for bread led to tragedy. David’s actions were responsible
for the slaughter of 85 priests at King Saul’s command. I believe this
slaughter would have been avoided had David sought God’s counsel
and faithfully trusted in Him.

I pray we learn from David’s mistakes and fear-based choices. May we
always seek God and go His way with our decisions-making. I hope we
choose to act faithfully as we leave our fears behind. May we discover
how God is a rewarder to those who trust Him as we step out in faith.